enough 'shrooms to get the big show can really screw up one's life. You may think that enlightenment is a great goal, but it comes at a stiff price. Two weeks after my encounter i was walking across the Arizona desert with a burro and what we could carry. Whether my "enlightenment" was accurate or not, it took over my life. In the nearly 30 years since, i've mellowed a bit, it still defines what i do.